IV. Something Like Never Before

Wednesday, August 30th 2017
I don't know how it is you are so familiar to me, or why it feels less like I am getting to know you and more as though I am remembering who you are. How every smile, every whisper brings me closer to the impossible conclusion that I have known you before, I have loved you before. In another time, a difference place, some other existence. But I constantly look at you and it brings me back to the day I met you. You got in my car and I quietly let you blossom and blow me away. You provided a unique joy that I would never forget. I remember driving and trying to look at you but not trying to make it obvious that you had my attention and possibly you had won my heart. I tried not to look into your eyes because I knew I'll be drawn in-- and then my soul saw you, and kind of went "oh, there you are. I've been looking for you."

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